Love is in the Air

24th Birthday

2011-11-23T01:47:00.001-08:00

Events I have got on my 24th Birthday from people i loved :D

Birthday Noodle + Red color Eggs. Prepared by people at home, it is Chinese tradition to served it on the Birthday.

Birthday cake prepared by my close friends, they are below. We took the picture couple days after my Birthday :)) they gave Chocolate Moises Cake, just the right one. Love chocolate the most :D

Thank you for being there in bad and good times :))

:*:*:*

The Orange bag is the gift given by them after they gave the cake :)) Love it!! just my style :D i was wondering, how they choose it everything just right!!

Having this Chocolate pudding @Maquis, PI while I was waiting for movie with my brother n his gf, they are below :)) cute couple, huh? ;)

this is me and my bro's gf :))

we took this pict @playground, PI. had dinner to celebrate my Birthday :))

Here are them with their bf :))

Birthday complimentary from Playground, since i came there to celebrate my Birthday :D

Another celebration with other friends and close friends from University.

These are some of my closed friends from college. We used to hang out like almost everyday, but now, sice everybody is busy with their working life, we hang out once or twice in a month.

Another Birthday cake from dearest friends :)) Thank you so much. Love y'all. :*:*:*

2nd cake in a day, which means i have received 3rd cake for my 24th bday :D i'm glad!! nothing that can compare their love for me. :))

Apparently, my best friend is celebrated her bday as well, since her bday only 2days ahead from mine :)) so we've got to received bday cake surprise on the same day :D

This is her who celebrate her bday together with me.

This is her, one who gave me bday surprise :D :*

This is them who gave me 2nd and 3rd bday cake. :D

No Matter How many times conflict arise, argue, etc, I just couldn't live without them. Love you :D <3<3<3

sincerely, Angelia Yap.

Note: There still more picture to update in this post ;)

Butter Cream Cookies

2011-08-08T23:58:00.000-07:00

After this Long time, I updated my blog. LOL!

Graduated for almost 2 years, having my own business and still helping on my parents business in scaffolding industry. Though, nothing much I can do, at least I am looking after the business so it's doing well.

Anyway, other business that is common around this time is selling Butter Cookies, as the picture is shown below, since it is time for Muslim to celebrate Idul Fitri. This is the business opportunity for business people to add more business to gain the profit.

Grateful - Chinese New Year

2010-02-18T08:07:00.000-08:00

It was great Holiday I've got before CNY celebration in my home town..

I've got a chance to shop all I want in KL and S'pore.

What a great Holiday!! =D

even during CNY celebration, loads of family came to our home and celebrated it together..

I had a chance to see my new born cousins, which I couldn't met while I was studying in KL. They are so cute...^^

I also went to Bogor only to ate "nasi timbel" with family, some friends and one of my best friends..

Family hang out is part of CNY celebration.

Feel so Grateful about it..!!

It's a beautiful life...^O^

Annoying

2009-10-09T07:16:00.000-07:00

Annoying.. this word is really stuck in my head right now..
why is everybody so annoying nowadays.
starting from their behavior, they way they talk, until the words that they use..
i just feel like slapping those bunch of people and tell them, " Hey..watch ur fucking self..!! u r God Damn Annoying..ceh..!!"

Maybe if i really let it out like couple hours or days ago, those sentence will come out spontaneously. and it will cause me of losing friends and bla bla bla...
thank's God i have blog..i can just let it out what i feel by putting it into words.

Dreams

2009-08-03T09:16:00.000-07:00

Dreams!
desire to live and stay in Europe,
want to learn French,
want to master Mandarin in writing and talking,
want to master how to sing properly,
want to learn about fashion, like designing clothes,
want to open up a boutique,
want to continue my study furthermore,
want to have some houses in some countries,
want to bring my parents and brothers have trips together,
want to keep in touch with friends,
want to be alone for sometimes,
want to shop but never drop.. =P
etc..

those dreams and desire that lead and keep me enjoy my life..
it feels wonderful when i have my dreams and desire to do those things..
it will feel even more wonderful and excellent if those dreams and desire can be achieved.. =))

My New Hair... =))

2009-07-24T09:07:00.001-07:00

At first,
I feel so weird about my new hair style.
I guess, maybe i don't use to it.. =P
But now, i am kind of used to it...hehehhe

I took some pictures with friends...=D

just something in my mind

2009-07-24T08:48:00.000-07:00

Life is just the way we look at it.
sometimes it does not go as what I wanted.
But i have to be flexible and accept what is happening and keep moving on.
But the most important in life is when I have all of my precious family and friends around me.
they will always be the one that will affect on how my life is going.

However, I need to aim my life.
I need to know what should I do, at least for now or short term in the future.

Some people, they just will not understand my lifestyle until they have done it by themselves.
It is kind of hard for me to understand and appreciate them or be myself while they are around and when they are not even appreciate the way I am.
Learn from my PCD (Personal Creativity and Development) class today, People like that called as Judge type, because they just see from outside without knowing what is actually happening.

But, I do not want my family become the victim because of my action and because of those kind of judge type of people.

I was thinking to change the way I live my life right now. But I have decided to remain the same and make them to accept what I am. the real me. I cannot change me because of people that I barely know and they did not even see what is happening with their bare eyes.

Until they have seen and felt it for real and tell me what is wrong from it, then i will consider what they have judge. =))

incident 2 nights before SIM exam

2009-06-03T10:17:00.000-07:00

To: Mahe, Tom, nella, danny, wiri, jensen, dyana, steward, devy, and other friends that might have hurt because of my Rudeness the other night..

First, i would have to apologize to u all..
i was so rude..
i was really cold to all of u these few days..

Hope there is still a lil forgiveness from all of u...
don't know if u guys still want to hear from me..

but, the story start from the night i was studying in living room at my apartment at arena green..
i was writing a lot of things for preparation for my exam in 2 days..
i was kind of stressed out..
i had a lot of things to think about..
not just about my study..
also friends and family..
in addition..i was doing the writing thing and also listening to music using headphone..
alsooo..i was sing" songs...but not those kind of singing, because i was writing notes...
so it's like singing one sentence then stop, then sing another sentence then stop...
but my ear get hurts..coz I was using the headphone for so long...

Then, i use the speaker to listen to the songs..
coz it helps me to reduce the stress..
for more information, i didn't play all those R&B songs..
i was playing very soft songs...with very LOW volume, even it's not that low..i still can hear the song, at least..
the reason is because i know all the housemate n roommate haven't sleep yet..

then...i was just play like 2 songs or 3 songs..
one of my housemate come to me n said "Can u Not to play the song and Not to sing, i want to sleep.."

ok...!! now...!! one thing that really bothering me...
and when it hit me..it's really pissed me off..
if, somebody come to u, n TELL u NOT to do THIS n THAT, what will u feel...!!!
shouldn't u say "could please turn down the volume and sing softer..coz i want to sleep" or give some reason "i hv class early morning tomorrow" or whatever excuse to say...??

It's not like i am the kind that NO HEART n won't listen to people and being stubborn..
even I am the stubborn type, i will still consider what people say...
but never ever dictate me..everr..!!

i won't even consider those kind of people feeling...

some more..Singing n Listen to songs are activities that i cannot leave...
it's like "I cannot live without it!!" those are part of me..
so that was really OFFENDED me!!

and..this is not the only reason i was Explode that night..!!

the night before.. i was also listen to songs..
then suddenly he was come out from his room n asking me not to listen to songs at all...
and i really didn't know that my song with that very low volume was actually can be heard to his room..
so i asked.."oow..really? i really didn't know that.."
n he's replied...=.= " it really pissed me off..
"If u don't believe, u COME in here n hear urself!!" he said it with very rude tone...
I was like, "WTF with this guy!!!"
I didn't even say a thing...!!

so..that's all story from my side...

if, like Jensen mention about those pride thing, i don't bother to talk to him..
if i really have to talk to him, i will just talk directly to the person without asking somebody else's help to deliver msg..
arrgghh..it's so childish..

i admitted, i have done so wrong to the rest of u all that actually didn't involved in the "war" because of this incident..
i don't mind if u guys still can't forgive me for that, coz i know i'm wrong..
i won't give any excuses...if u guys want me to talk directly, i will do that for sure..
Mahe&Tom...sorry yaa...i really didn't mean it..
also jensen, wiri, dyana, nella, danny, steward, devy, and others friends that might have feel offended because of my rudeness lately and cold.. I'm so sorry...

Thank you guys for still care..

Based on Current Situation

2009-05-30T12:16:00.000-07:00

Friends..
I thought, they are supposed to be the one that listen to you,
when you are in trouble...
try to understand what is going on..
but i guess, not all friends will listen to you first..
then Judge who's right...
especially, when they have different thought, different hobbies, different activities, different interests..
guess, they won't ask you directly, But Judge you behind your back...

I am wondering...
is there any true friends that can share each other when you are happy,
ALSO when you are in trouble, even you have A LOT different things...

How could people don't ask what is going on after sometimes..
time to heal the irritation is needed...

It's quiet true when angry, we should try to get hold of ourselves..
But I think, it's ok right to let it out..
then u forget about it..
why can't I let it out..
should I feel hurt by myself???
It is so not fair I can't express what I feel at the moment...
It's also not fair of you all jugding me like that..

and If, you all think that I'm wrong..
then, don't pretend to be SOOOO GOOD in front of me..
IT'S IRRITATING..!!!

Very KIND of you...
Thank's for being my friends...

WTF!!!

2009-05-25T09:37:00.000-07:00

WTF!!!
it's my Favorite nowadays...
Damnn....!!!
why the silence is so LOUD...!!!
can't help it...
people cannot talk in the house...
people cannot sing...
people cannot listen to music...
everything is just so weird here....
don't know how long i can hold this...
don't know how many times i can endure this kind of situation...
i think i almost explode...
just don't ask...!!!!
i Warn u...!!!
don't even care about it anymore...!!!!
Shit!!...
Fuck OFF!!
do that...!!
that's all

Dinner-buffet [Postpone]

2009-05-23T07:55:00.000-07:00

Today, May 23rd 2009,
the 10 of us was planned to go have dinner at "Telephone Restaurant"..
There was Dyana, I, Andrew, Mahendra, Thomas, Wirianto, Jensen, Danny, Steward, and Devy

But first, we went to MidValley and The Garden 1st....

And then we took Rapid KL to go to "Telephone Restaurant" to have buffet...
but on the way there, suddenly it rained... =.="
but we still insist to go n stop to the Bus Stop near the Restaurant...
once we got off to the Restaurant...
the rain getting very HEAVY...T___T
[Shit..!!! we Trapped]
we all WET...!!!
DAMN...
finally, we decide to get another Rapid KL to go have dinner some where else...

Then we had our Dinner in one of restaurants in Sri Petaling....

Red Box, The Garden on May 21st, 2009

2009-05-23T06:11:00.001-07:00

On May 21st, 2009, Dyana, I, Danny and Jensen went to Red box, The Garden to Karaoke.
it was really Fun,
and also we've got like 2 to 3 hours extra time...
because we supposed to finish it at around 5 or 6 pm.
But we ended up finished it at 8 pm..

We had buffet also, with 3 jugs of drinks..

Taking picture session, after singing...XD

Taking picture session, while singing...=P

ps: it's been long since i went to karaoke..hehehe...
thank's guys..=)
we used to go with others also..
will miss all these time Karaoke session with u all...

Desire

2009-04-28T09:45:00.000-07:00

Desire, according to Trans4mind (2009), is magnetism - is like attraction toward something.

Sounds interesting for me.. =P

Nowadays,
Desire to
Dance more...
Sing more...
Shop more...
Eat more...

Easy to
get angry...
feel lonely...
basically, feel more sensitive than usual..
feel hungry (well..sometimes just feel like eating, but not hungry..XD)

Words

2009-04-19T20:33:00.000-07:00

Sometimes,
people do not know "Words" that they are using is Too Rude or might be hurt to be used to their friends..
or maybe, they think it just something that very "OK" to say it to Friends.
but, aren't they supposed to think before they talk?
or maybe, it's their friends who cannot take it.

Merci Beaucoup

2009-04-13T10:48:00.000-07:00

It's been long since i wrote something about my current situation..
Apparently, i am so busy, or i feel that myself really busy in doing assignments that i hate but took so long to finish it...
hate it very much...
struggling myself to complete the assignments...
i don't know why, even i feel it is very difficult to do fyp (final year project), but it still feel easier and i enjoy more in working on it...
assignments just really made me gone MAD...=.="
or maybe it is because i do not have any interest in it and keep thinking that it is very difficult to finish it...
anyways, i found the solution to do it already...
thank's to my beloved friends who always be there and supporting me when i need it most... =)
Love u all..^^

Blissful for them...

2009-03-30T06:46:00.000-07:00

These few days,
good news keep coming..
and i have faith it will still keep coming to me... =)
my 2 best friends got work,
they told me they are hired..
one is in Singapore, Linda/thamciak..=P
one is in Indonesia, cindy/mumu/amos...XD
then, again today..
Linda told me that her Spass is approved...
Spass is permit that every foreign employees need if they want to work there, so they can stay in Singapore...
all the best for them...

any good news??
i keep waiting for good news from friends...or maybe for me...?? ^^

Myomectomy

2009-03-27T04:50:00.000-07:00

According to Indman. P (2006),
MYOMECTOMY
is a procedure in which uterine fibroids are surgically removed from the uterus. Uterine fibroids (also known as myomas) affect 30% of women. While many fibroids do not need treatment, others can cause abnormal uterine bleeding, pressure, pain, or other symptoms.

source: http://www.myomectomy.net/

it is quite dangerous malignant..
it is not painful as other heavy diseases...
it will just painful on the 1st or 2nd day when you have period every month..
after that, you can do whatever activity you want to do..
but without you recognized and feel, you are actually look very pale, very sick, not enough blood..
but you do not feel painful...

be careful..
when heavy disease does not make you painful that much..
it is very dangerous...
it is not like other heavy disease not dangerous..
but can u imagine how if you were actually very sick..
but you did not feel it at all..
isn't it scary...

precaution: just remove the womb, once you gave birth and you think maybe you might not need to give birth anymore...

~~~

2009-03-26T11:15:00.000-07:00

For the first time since i came to Malaysia for almost 3 years, finally i got sick last Saturday on 21st March 2009...
Linda was here...
and i need to accompany her to shop..
actually i want to shop too.. =P
but it has been so long since i was sick..
as in really sick, fever...
i did not realized that i was going to sick that day..
i was just feel that my body feel strange..weird...get cold easily..
i thought i was just going to have headache, as usual...
but that day i finally got sick...

in the morning, as usual, i still can shower, chit-chat, plan where to go for whole day, etc..
then we went to have lunch in Carrefour...
then go shop at Time Square and Sungei Wang...
so strange...i still can walk and laugh as i am not going to sick..
even though my body did not feel well..
and i did not faint..hehehhe..

i think, maybe it is because of what i have thought..
i did not think about going to sick, at all..
i was still keep thinking of having fun...
trying clothes and everything... =D

even finally i got fever, very high temperature..
my fever has gone on the next day...
and i continue having fun...=P

note: too bad we didn't take any picture...but it was still fun...
o yea..thank's to wiri & Jensen for the medicines..and dyana/yen lie/butet for didn't use the fan...and linda/tante girang/thamciak for massaging me...hehehehhe....=D

Weather Nowadays

2009-03-23T19:00:00.000-07:00

Nowadays in Malaysia,

Kuala Lumpur, Bukit Jalil, the place i live currently especially,
just like today,
early morning heavy rain...
then very hot in the afternoon....
i even fell sick couple days ago...
the weather keep changing, a lot of people fell sick because of it..
is it global warming...??
or maybe, just weather changing...

i was wondering, this world, everything happened, from the very normal things until the very weird, unbelievable, and miraculous.
will someday Malaysia has 4 seasons?
or is it possible Indonesia which is at the equator line has 4 seasons....

Emotion at the moment...

2009-03-19T08:22:00.000-07:00

"IGNORANCE
Everybody has that kind of characteristic...
i am trying not to be like that...
but the responsibility of taking care of ANYTHING that is related to the THINGS which are related to the people in the same HABITATION and APPREHENDING of it is APPRECIATED..."

quotation above...
it was just what i felt at that time...
though i think it maybe good if i just say it directly to people who related, but i don't want cause such disharmonious situation...
i think i had those kind of thought, maybe, because of other things that influence my thought become more negative and more sensitive at the moment.
think and calm down before take the action are good... =)
some more, after taking a break from that situation, we might have more proper way and words to let it out and deliver it to them...

2009-03-13T07:12:00.001-07:00

LG KS360

it's kind of cute phone for me currently...=P

KF350

i like the color...^^

LG KP500 Cookie...
I love this phone...^^

Holding it Tight

2009-03-12T00:23:00.000-07:00

i will just keep holding it tight...
wish i have the power to just keep holding and lock it there...
and show the opposite side of my heart...
sacrifice one for the best...
the greatest good for the greatest number...

Princesses

2009-03-06T20:20:00.001-08:00

currently, i love to see those princesses in pictures above..=P

Ethics....

2009-03-04T08:06:00.000-08:00

The Ethics of Justice - "Daddy, That's not Fair!"

"Morality is about producing good consequences, not having good intentions"
explanation: when people have the intention of saving somebody life during the "war", he will "kill" the "enemy" right away, he will not even think of what is good for other people who related.

From above explanation, shows that people just trying to show the good result without differentiate what is good or bad in accomplishing it...

i had business ethics class last Wed and Thur,
and i was really interested when i heard the quotation above...

My New Boyfriend...=P

2009-03-03T01:52:00.000-08:00

Lee Min Ho...

Currently, I am Fan of him... =P

so far, I just know that He is Korea Actor...

Holiday Dec 2008 - Feb 2009

2009-03-01T07:27:00.000-08:00

I was had fun and spent a lot of times with my family and friends..

Karaoke..(as usual...=P)
was learning how to play piano properly during the holiday...

I have also met old friends that always hang out together with me,
and met very nice new friends.

and also..
met the very very old friends during the reunion time on 7th Jan 2009, we had Pizza in Taman Anggrek.

chit chat...
Hang out together...

also helping my parents in their business...
always wake up early (even it's not that early, but compare to me when I'm in Malaysia...XD)
fight with my brothers...
argue about everything...
Hang out and had fun together with them...
the girl at the right side is my brother's gf..=P
she's cute right... *wink*

These are my very naughty brothers...

Those are my daddy and mommy...=)

and on 28th January 2009 i went to Medan,
to met family and friends...it was during Chinese New Year...
We are still celebrating...^^

Angel n Linda

Then, on 1st Feb 2009, Linda and I went to Siantar to meet Dyana..
there are also Nella...
Above is Linda, Angel, Dyana, Nella...

Miss them and,
Love them so much...

2009 Valentine's Day

2009-02-22T08:23:00.000-08:00

This poem is for my Friends.

because....

by Veronica Ann Cech

Friendship . . .

. . . is you.
. . . is love.
. . . is shared.
. . . is forgiving.
. . . is understanding.
. . . is shared secrets.
. . . heals many hurts.
. . . is not judgmental.
. . . is shared laughter.
. . . is slow and steady.
. . . can be angry at times.
. . . is dependable and true.
. . . is more precious than silver or gold.
. . . is meant to be savored like fine wine.
. . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect.
. . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection.
. . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow.
. . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day.
. . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times.
. . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden.
. . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds.
. . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there.
. . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding.
. . . reaches into your heart and grabs a firm hold.
. . . is a refreshing rain on a hot day.
. . . is sunshine through the clouds.
. . . cannot be forced or induced.
. . . is relaxed and comfortable.
. . . is a shoulder to lean on.
. . . is an ear to whine to.
. . . gets better with age.
. . . is shared tears.
. . . is shared pain.
. . . is shared joy.
. . . is shared.
. . . is love.
. . . is you.

On 14th February 2009, friends and I went to Bukit Tinggi, Malaysia.
There were 13 people in a group to go there.

from my apartment is: Dyana, Andrew n I
the rest is Nella, Nelty, Mahendra, William, Wirianto, Jensen, Frans, Devy, Steward, and Danny.

Dyana n I

I, Dyana, Nelty, Nella, Devy

Dyana, I, William

the 13 of us...

I Love the Hat..=P

2 ways camera

Nella, Wirianto, Jensen, Angel

All the girls..=)

Wirianto, I n Mahendra (mahe nyempil aja..=P)

We are Up there...=P still in France Town in Bukit Tinggi

Dyana n I

Love is in the Air...
(Couple of the Year...yay!!!)

Dyana, I, Wirianto, Andrew

Devy, Dyana, Nella, Angel

Such a cool pic..hehehhe...actually, i love this pic...=P

i also like this pic...=P

William said: "the right side, looks like couple but not couple, the left side is a couple but does not look like a couple..." XD

Danny, Wirianto, Angel, Devy, Dyana, Steward

We are in front of Japanese Garden in Bukit Tinggi

Above is Dyana n I

Angel n Devy

Frans n I

Above is I, Nelty, and Devy

Jensen, Frans, Nelty, Wirianto, Angel

Angel n Andrew

Angel, Dyana, Nella

this is in Japanese Garden

Angel n William

All of us in Botanical Garden

Cute rabbit...(but it was trying to ran away from me...T_T)

The very small zoo in Bukit Tinggi

It was really fun to hang out with them...=)
usually we also have Linda, Caesar, n Thomas to come with us...=P
Look forward to hang out with all of us...^^